Happy, Happy, Happy 80th Monthsary! Mwah! I love you so much! I'm sorry I wasn't able to send you a letter this month. I was just busy lately and I sleep all day because I'm on night shift. I’m disappointed with myself for not giving you one. I know I could’ve made one but I didn’t because I forgot. I had it in mind the whole week but today, because I had no sleep and we went to my aunt made it more difficult to remember. Don’t worry, I made this letter to compensate. Mwah! I miss you baby!
I know we’ve not been seeing each other often lately because of our busy schedules and other reasons. But don’t despair my baby for this will all be worth it in the end. I swear I’ll do everything I can to make things happen for both of us. To make my promise to you come true and fulfill both our dreams. I still remember the day I made that promise to you. You told me that your dream was to have your first love as your last and right there and then I made a promise to make it happen. No regrets, no second thoughts about it. This is not the life we imagined but we’re right in it right now so there’s no more backing out. I’ll give it my all and do whatever it takes to find you standing next to me in the altar and vowing to love each other forever.
There are going to be times where our faith in each other will be tested but like tests we can always pass them with love, loyalty, truth and trust in each other. Those are the answers to our relationships major exams (I miss school from mentioning all of these). We can write the answers with our love. Erase our mistakes with the truth. Keep our minds in the exam with loyalty. And pass the remaining tests with the trust we’ve learned and built all our days together. Let’s make this relationship our life!
You always say that I am a part of your life and that you couldn’t live without me. You then say that the latter does not apply to me but what I always say is it’s the same for me just that I don’t express myself more that’s why you can’t see how important you are to me. I can’t live without you and that’s the truth. Everyday I think of you. Every time I see a couple together I think of you and how I wish we were together right there and then. Every time I do something that we used to do together all the time I get sad and lonely and how I wish I was hugging you at that moment. Every time we text each other how I wish I was talking right beside you. I wish I couldalways be there for you every time you’re down or be happy with you when you’re up.
These are the days worth living for these days will determine our fate together. We’ve got to be strong when the tides are high and keep our hearts intertwined and never forget each other in everything we do. I love you baby and I always will! I miss you so much! Mwah!
Sweet Trance
I wish I could stay here forever
Stay in this deep sleep and never wither
But I need to wake up to see
How beautiful life can be
We can't just stay still and see this as it happens
We must act now before the plot deepens
Nothing will be accomplished
If we stay here and let this love be abolished
Some time some day we will be
Together amidst this difficulty
It's good to experience them at this instant
Rather than later and become distant
I love you so much
I know I say this too much
But it's the truth and it's what I do
I just can't get enough of you
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