Happy 80th Monthsary Baby ko!

Hello Langga!

Happy, Happy, Happy 80th Monthsary! Mwah! I love you so much! I'm sorry I wasn't able to send you a letter this month. I was just busy lately and I sleep all day because I'm on night shift. I’m disappointed with myself for not giving you one. I know I could’ve made one but I didn’t because I forgot. I had it in mind the whole week but today, because I had no sleep and we went to my aunt made it more difficult to remember. Don’t worry, I made this letter to compensate. Mwah! I miss you baby!

I know we’ve not been seeing each other often lately because of our busy schedules and other reasons. But don’t despair my baby for this will all be worth it in the end. I swear I’ll do everything I can to make things happen for both of us. To make my promise to you come true and fulfill both our dreams. I still remember the day I made that promise to you. You told me that your dream was to have your first love as your last and right there and then I made a promise to make it happen. No regrets, no second thoughts about it. This is not the life we imagined but we’re right in it right now so there’s no more backing out. I’ll give it my all and do whatever it takes to find you standing next to me in the altar and vowing to love each other forever.

There are going to be times where our faith in each other will be tested but like tests we can always pass them with love, loyalty, truth and trust in each other. Those are the answers to our relationships major exams (I miss school from mentioning all of these). We can write the answers with our love. Erase our mistakes with the truth. Keep our minds in the exam with loyalty. And pass the remaining tests with the trust we’ve learned and built all our days together. Let’s make this relationship our life!

You always say that I am a part of your life and that you couldn’t live without me. You then say that the latter does not apply to me but what I always say is it’s the same for me just that I don’t express myself more that’s why you can’t see how important you are to me. I can’t live without you and that’s the truth. Everyday I think of you. Every time I see a couple together I think of you and how I wish we were together right there and then. Every time I do something that we used to do together all the time I get sad and lonely and how I wish I was hugging you at that moment. Every time we text each other how I wish I was talking right beside you. I wish I couldalways be there for you every time you’re down or be happy with you when you’re up.

These are the days worth living for these days will determine our fate together. We’ve got to be strong when the tides are high and keep our hearts intertwined and never forget each other in everything we do. I love you baby and I always will! I miss you so much! Mwah!

Sweet Trance

I wish I could stay here forever

Stay in this deep sleep and never wither

But I need to wake up to see

How beautiful life can be

We can't just stay still and see this as it happens

We must act now before the plot deepens

Nothing will be accomplished

If we stay here and let this love be abolished

Some time some day we will be

Together amidst this difficulty

It's good to experience them at this instant

Rather than later and become distant

I love you so much

I know I say this too much

But it's the truth and it's what I do

I just can't get enough of you

The Deal about staring...

Staring at each other was one of the first things we did together. You're asking why? Well I don't know why anymore and I don't know how it started but we sure stared at each other a lot. It was not only a stare that was at stake but to win a game.
One day we decided to make a game out of it. We played the "staring game". It's a game where we stare at each other and the first one who blinks looses. So it's just a simple game and boring you might think but for both of us it was lots of fun and excitement.
I also had this sort of bracelet back in the days. It was made of materials used on "Habagat" slippers. I'm not sure what to call it. I had it with me because it was in style back in the days. Fortunately she liked it and wants it. I told her I like it too but she really insisted that I give it to her so I made a deal with her. She can have my "bracelet" if she wins against me in the staring game(which I have seldom - never won). It's a win-win situation for her I guess.
So there we went for the game and I lost after a tearful stare. So I could not accept defeat neither could I accept loosing my bracelet. So I bargained for a round 2 and she accepted it because she knows she's gonna win and yet again I lost it. So I finally surrendered and gave it to her.
She had one more request though, it's that I spray it with my perfume which was from a brand called "Oxygen". I wondered what she really wanted, if it was the bracelet, the perfume or both of them? Well, it was part of our lives now and it's one of the things on how we started.

Happy 75th Monthsary BABY!

Finally got my first major project and I dedicate it to my lovely girlfriend! So enjoy and watch.
Watch it at youtube at this address: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BIRZQbOQEf0.

Staring

Well the first thing we did together is about staring...at each other. :-?
More of these on the next article.

Love Story part 2

To continue...

There she was, sitting in front of me in our class. Well actually she was in the first row and I was in the 3rd row. I was really curious about her because she looked so quiet and so angelic and very kind. We were not talking to each other that much.

Until 1 day, out of the blue she started teasing me. It was not new at school where people would tease themselves with other people. I really didn't like it at first because I had a bad experience before and I reacted in a wrong way that I made some enemies. I was not going to let it happen the next time so I did not react negatively but hated it. I can't stop myself too, she's pretty and kind. I think I was just at the "right time" and "right place" that got us both to notice each other more.

So there we were, every time she sees me she the teases me. I just smile and no comments to make it safe. In the end, I got tired of it and just rode along with her. I even went 1 row ahead so that I could be even closer. While I was at her back sitting, I always observe her and everything she is doing. I don't know why. I guess my curiosity got ahead of me. So it went on and on and for my next article, I'm gonna tell about the first thing we did together. :-?

Even if

Living in our world today comes with great responsibility
There are lots of people and only a few can be your friends
Whatever they say I can beat them as I have the ability
To make this love last even if everything bends

Whatever they do or say to me or to you

We will always be together and be so true

Because we have communication in our frequencies

And we have GOD in our heart’s love and kisses

Some may try even harder to break us apart

Even if we are 4 hours apart on a bus ride

This I have to say with my good heart

They don't have a chance even if they stride

Even if our hearts are not beating as one

Even if our minds are not mentally one

Our hearts will always beat for each other

And our minds will always think of each other

What I've said are so sweet to read, right?

What I've said are so romantic and so bright

But what I'm going to do and will always make

Is going to make ants diabetic and hate cake

Because it's sweeter than anything in this world

It's worth every thank you to the Lord

I will love you more and more each day, this I will do

Even if the people won't let me, I will say to them: I LOVE YOU!

LoVe... :)

Love... indeed moves in mysterious ways. Two individuals that are complete opposites of each other fell in love in that magical moment...
A moment we never thought we'd cherish and be grateful for every second of everyday. I remember the first time we ever talked to each other, laughed and smiled. Staring at each other and feeling each others hearts pounding with excitement and LOVE.
Since then up to this moment.. i have never been more grateful to GOD for giving me the Love of My Life... My best friend..My confidante.. My Partner.. My Present.... and My Future... :)

Sweeteens

When I was a teenager, I have always been fascinated in the world of lovers. I always wondered what it felt to have someone to love and be loved. My priority at that time was just to finish through the day in school and enjoy life. By saying enjoy, I mean play computer games till 10 in the evening. I wished it could be till I get sleepy or till dawn but our boarding house's curfew is only until 10 pm. So these was during my 1st and 2nd years in high school.
Having a crush on my classmates didn't even come to me till I was in my 3rd year. My perception about relationships seemed to have changed. I started having crushes and just like what every teenager felt when they see their crushes, I felt them too. But it never really came to mind that I would actually court one. But as emotions heightened, it wasn't long till I courted my first and only one last girlfriend.
I already saw her when we were still in first year. There was this game in our school's cultural center during our acquaintance party. It was a game called "pinaka". It came to a point where the emcee asked "pinakamahaba" and it so happened she had the longest hair I've ever seen. With so many people rising up to go to the stage to join, my eyes were laid upon her. I will never forget that moment. She stood up, arranged her long silky straight hair and went to the aisle. As what my long term memory tells me, she was wearing a black and green dress. She was coming up to stage as her hair was waving behind her. Up until I courted her, I never knew that it would be a very significant event in my life. It was the moment when I saw my partner-in-life!

We never became classmates until we were in 3rd year. That's when we were faced by fate and destiny as I believe it. She was sitting right in front of me. She was very quiet back then. : )

To be continued...

How it all began - the love and the laughters...

Life is full of the unexpected. As we know it, nobody can really predict the future not unless they use math or science. For unknown reasons, nobody knows the exact thing that will happen next.

Wikipedia defines Serendipity as "the effect by which one accidentally discovers something fortunate, especially while looking for something else entirely".


This is both our worlds and we are both as 1.